, and photographer Yana Mazurkevich, have created a photo series called It Happened in response to Brock Turners early release from jail last week. Mazurkevich, a student and sexual assault survivor, took the photos for an art class and the captions that accompany each photo are based on real stories told to her by her friends. Current Solutions
I wanted to created something that would force people to realise that this is an actual issue. Its right there for you to look at. You cant ignore it. she said.
1. “I was too incoherent to talk.”
I blacked out and just remember very short flashing images I remember him asking me if I was on birth control, but I was too incoherent to talk. I was trying to explain that I wasnt. We had sex anyway. I didnt want to and I barely remember it.
2. “They pinned me against the wall.”
“I was at a party once, sober, and two of my good female friends pulled me aside, telling me that someone needed help. They pulled me into this room and pinned me against the wall and started kissing me and taking my pants off, but I was able to push them off and leave. The two girls who were my friends claim that they dont remember the incident since they were drunk.
3. “She was very, very aggressive.”
“I cant remember details or the order of things, but she was very, very aggressive. She left bruises all over me and I was bleeding the next morning. She held me down and forced a lot. I didnt say no clearly, but I definitely didnt agree to the aggressive actions she took. Lack of consent is not the presence of a no, its also the absence of a yes.
4. “He made me feel guilty if I didn’t do what he wanted.”
He made me feel guilty if I didnt do what he wanted. I remember on prom night, I was exhausted and just wanted to go home, but he insisted we mess around because that was the whole point of prom night, and thats what we were supposed to do. I still wonder if he knew just how manipulative he was.
5. “He would sneakily try to touch me.”
When I was in high school, the only place to live for me was my uncles place. I thought I could trust them, but there were nights when I would wake up to one of them, the biological one, in my room, or he would sneakily try to touch my junk. I never really resolved it.
6. “He gave me a drink and I can’t really remember what happened after that.”
I lost my virginity at a party when I was in middle school. He gave me a drink and I cant really remember what happened after that. Just bits and pieces for the most part but I couldnt say no or push him off while he made me have sex with him. I woke up next to him and I was really sore but I couldnt tell anyone what happened.
7. “He kept inserting his fingers into me.”
I was tattooed by a guy and while he was tattooing me, he kept inserting his fingers up my vagina. He said he had to keep his hand there to keep the skin taut for tattooing. The most ironic part is that the tattoo is the symbol for female; I wanted the tattoo as a sign of feminism and got sexually assaulted in the process.
8. “I kept passing back out before I could do anything.”
We had been drinking and, by the end of the night, I had lost all control. I was falling in and out of consciousness. I remember waking up with him on top of me but I kept passing back out before I could do anything about it. I always thought it was my fault for getting too drunk.
9. “You don’t know me, but you’ve been inside me.”
You dont know me, but youve been inside me, and thats why were here today. Stanford assault survivor