I Could Have Made You The Happiest, And This Is What Youre Missing Out On

This is what it could have been like with me:

Ill be texting you endlessly, but not so much that it will annoy you. Just enough to let you know that Im always thinking about you. Youll be the first one to know anything about me because Ill be wanting to be first one to know anything about you. Ill check up on you every so often because I worry about you. Because Ill always want you safe.

Ill buy you surprise gifts just because something reminded of you. Dont think that Ill make you look materialistic, it is just in my nature to do things that I think will make you smile. Ill take you on dates you deserve, not just the generic types.

Ill be spontaneous.Well go on adventures so well have those remember when we talks and because Ill be wanting to take you everywhere because its you who I want to be with everywhere.

I will never miss any of our significant dates and I will put so much effort into making you feel loved, not just on special occasions. There will be no great distance between us, Ill come whenever you need me.

You will be my priority. My time is yours. Ill make sure you wont ever wonder if you really are my priority. You will be the only one Ill think of. I will look for no one but you. Ill be proud to have you.

I will not be ungenerous with compliments, I adore you and you need to know that. Ill hold your hand anytime, hug you anytime, kiss you anytime. But only with your permission, because I respect you.

Ill put you first before my pride. We might get into fights but it will never be hard for me to be the first to say sorry. I will always think before I act or speak, becauseeven when Im angry, I wouldnt want to hurt you. No matter how furious I get I will never have an intention to hurt you, because to me you are precious.

I will be understanding. I will hear your side first before I conclude anything. I will give you my trust, anything youll say Ill believe, anything others will say Ill ignore.

I am loyal. I am faithful. It will be my mission to prove to you that I love you and that you are my only one. Ill miss you the moment we are apart but Ill let you have time on your own because I dont want to be a reason to hold you back.

We will grow together, but Ill also give you room togrow on your own.

I will love you. And you will never have to question it.

But now I am tired. I feel spent. Im tired that people wont choose me. Tired of people not making me an option. Tired of people losing me while I hold on so tight that I get burned.

They always say youre too good, you deserve better. If Im too good, why dont I deserve what I want?

So now I think I want to give up. And Im sorry to the people who might look bad because they might be the reason why. And to the one who might make me change my mind, I hope youre worth it, and I hope Im worth it.

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